My Glass is Half Full

Once, a person hated me because I was cheerful all the time.

Now, even I’m annoyed at my own positiveness. In fact, I’m so positive that I’m glad to have such feelings.

The news that I’ve been waiting painstakingly for so long has already come. It is not good. I can see my dreams and hopes crashing down in front of my eyes.

Just for a moment.

I then pulled myself up, reminding myself that some people have had harder life, even lesser opportunities. I am not giving up with what I want. I won’t let it. If I do, I give thee permission to slap some sense back into me.

To my friends and the lucky ones that gotten good news, I would like to say “Congratulations! You deserved it.”

Now, who wants to buy me drinks to celebrate your succcess and hopefully soon, mine as well? =)

To En. H

“The problem was, that you were my first and had set the bar high. Everyone else after you were incomparable. You impressed me.”

“What? Was I THAT memorable?”

“You were. Have confidence. Always. I really believed that you have the potential. Believe me, I know. I’m just sorry that we can’t guide you with us for the moment.”

I should have been sad when he said they wanted to let me go but I was happy with what he had said.

En. H, because of you I had treaded waters that I wouldn’t have thought twice to tread. You were optimistic with what I could do, even though I was sckeptical. For believing in me and opening the door to one possibility, I am forever grateful to you.